will somebody please tell me what I was thinking when I decided to move back to this god awful state. no one really wants to buy my patriotic products. but yet they say they support the country. how can they say that and not buy products made and sold here especially when they are the colors of the country and the flag. that makes no sense to me. on a brighter note I am dating some one who is my age and she has the same birthday as me.

life has been very interesting the past couple of months. right before thanksgiving I ended up breaking my bad elbow again. I got my business up and running finally. Uncle I know its about time. I got my act together. yesterday I got a $50.00 dollar order to fill. and then I find out that my best friend george past away. he died of a diabetic coma. also on christmas eve. I found out that my cousin nick who is spec ops. got an emergency deployment. so secret that his orders had no info. except he was going to germany. he was scheduled to be deployed next month. I support our troops with all my heart. but damn they need a break . this is his 3rd combat deployement. enuff is enuff already. plus with my friend patrick being wounded in bagdad. I don't know how much more I can take.